"Life is too short to make bad art."

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Still alive...

I haven't been posting for a long time... way longer than I would like...


Mainly it's thanks to health issues that keep me from doing what I enjoy. I am suffering with a neural muscular disease called Charcot Marie Tooth.

It's a progressive little pain in the ass. I my case the nerves in the legs and arms mainly are dying off and leave me with gaps in the body's information delivery. Instead of feeling the legs firmly on the ground and my bum in the comfy office chair, I get pins and needles, cramps and  massive pain signaled to the brain. 
It gets worse every now and then and I need to adjust my mental blockade to deal with it. In the end I can put it aside as 'white noise'.  
At the moment I struggle 'building the blockade' fast enough to keep up with the pain...



Update:
I want to say a big thanks to all for the support and feedback I received. 

I took time off and tried to get some rest and work on a way to deal with the aches and pains without turning to drugs. I am getting there and hope to post the next tutorial really soon.